Friday, October 1, 2010

DREAM

Did you ever have one of those dreams that haunts you when you awake? One that brings up memories, thoughts, and even feelings from long ago. I had one last night that has disturbed me. The dream itself was pleasant enough but the residual effect is one I am surprised by. It was about people from my past and one I can't even put a name to. I find myself bewildered by the feelings it exposed and made me seriously question my handling of past situations and relationships. It amazes me even more that I can't quit thinking about it and have both the desire to examine it more and to shake it from my memory completely. I can't seem to do either. I can't shake it or the feeling it gave me. I also can't seem to examine it any deeper to find understanding or resolution. So I must leave it as it is. ...but still it haunts me.